Tuesday, February 22, 2005
hmm. today is da dateline. n i finished my work last nite. n today. i feel so goooood pls. da only ting i din do was study for my bmic quiz. but watever la pls. i did all my other work. but oso thanks to baby for helping do my creative writing draft. hahaha. MY sweetums.
im in school. its like 1015 n i m in school pleaaase. having an hour break now. later having maths. but i tink im skipping that. LOL! i know la. im in school yet im missing lectures. nonsense yes but hey, there are so many other tings i can do other den going for lecs. like keeping donnie company in da comp lab so that she can finish her econs. hoho. im nice please.
besides, lessons are really sucky. my flu is like not any better. but i'll live. n my throat is still sore. its getting better BUT i juz ate 2 choc muffins. wahhaha. nice please.
ive made up my mind. today, im going to baby's house. whether he likes it or not. i haven been der for ages la please. or mayb not. aiya. c how den. lol. n maybe i should wear my levi's tmr. i haven wore it can. thats pure nonsense la. new year is long gone n da jeans is still with da tags. spasteeeek please.
sleepy. i came to school for a test at 9. it lasted 40 mins. so my break plus slacking time would be till 2. but school is not a place to sleep la. i need a bed, pillows n definitely a blankie. MY blankie puhlease. blah blah blah.
i wanna tan again. but we'll c how after the formal presentation. i shant get too happy till da presentation is over. grr. school is darn sucky please. wooo. finally weekend work is overrrr. no need to stand for 10 hrs a day. woot. more time for hammies and baby too. time to clean da cages. stinky lil weenkies dey are.
cya. off to do something more productive. lol.
**so far gone
@ 10:30
Sunday, February 20, 2005
deadlines are killing me. its no wonder they are called deadlines. i especially hate it since everything is due on the same day.
worse part is that im sick. i kept thinking that da longan red date drink was cooling but i only found out today that it was heaty, after drinkin da whole damn bottle the nite before. not wondering y ive been having a splitting headache ever since i woke up. my throat's killing me cos its way sore. my flu just wont go away. its making me feel stuffed up.
da worst part is that my mood is jus way down. everything is just so wrong again. i get irritated at da smallest tings ever. n since small tings irritate me that much already, imagine when he told me that he watched a movie. after telling me in the afternoon that he wasnt goin to do anything but eat becos he DIDNT wanna watch a movie without me. well. that was way comforting. argh.
im so screwed with all the deadlines screaming in my head. like how m i ever gonna get my tings done. ive got work tmr, n i bloody don wanna go. not becos im lazy, but becos i juz wanna do my work. im so tired n irritated that i just keep wanting to cry.
my info for my formal presentation is due tmr. n im still dwelling on my econs articles. plus my damn draft for my child's storybook is due on tues. and so is my econs. i haven started on my drafts. da bad ting is that da draft is graded.
n pple keep telling me how many more projects they have compared to me, or how much busier they are den me, and how much better dey could cope with tings. i dunno. makes me feel so lousy. so brought down or somethin like that.
but i admit its all my fault. no one asked me to do everythin last minute rite. it was my choice anyway. ya. my fault. okay.
**so far gone
@ 02:05
