Thursday, March 31, 2005
wish we could just sit under the stars and talk.
wish we never ran out of things to talk about.
wish u could make my everyday seem like its our first together.
wish u knew that us being together is all that matters in the end.
wish we could drink n get drunk together.
wish we could fall asleep in each other's arms, i wouldnt mind not waking up.
wish i could find the way for the both of us.
wish i could do something for u.
wish we understood the world better.
wish we could take a little time out to talk.
wish our love could grow without us hanging too tightly onto each other.
wish our love could provide everything we need.
i cry out to my father in heaven and wish that i was seven. i got everything contained inside. im feeling so condensed yet so empty. i keep trying to run away, yet i know so much that i want to stay. i want to do something for you, something for myself too.
i want to feel free, want to fly away, but when i look behind, i realise i got no wings. i look into the mirror, i dont see anyone. im not that far gone am i?
if you know, please make me feel alright. its just because i dont get it. i dont understand why my world only appears in one colour. makes no sense why my pencil case is filled with markers all of the same colour.
//im not broken, im just unfine.
**so far gone
@ 03:28
Saturday, March 12, 2005
okay.
i lost my handphone again.
again. yes. i know.
im like darn retarded n absent minded please.
er.
PLEASE email ya names and contacts to me k.
ch4r_67@hotmail.com
please please please.
**so far gone
@ 13:15