Sunday, February 20, 2005
deadlines are killing me. its no wonder they are called deadlines. i especially hate it since everything is due on the same day.
worse part is that im sick. i kept thinking that da longan red date drink was cooling but i only found out today that it was heaty, after drinkin da whole damn bottle the nite before. not wondering y ive been having a splitting headache ever since i woke up. my throat's killing me cos its way sore. my flu just wont go away. its making me feel stuffed up.
da worst part is that my mood is jus way down. everything is just so wrong again. i get irritated at da smallest tings ever. n since small tings irritate me that much already, imagine when he told me that he watched a movie. after telling me in the afternoon that he wasnt goin to do anything but eat becos he DIDNT wanna watch a movie without me. well. that was way comforting. argh.
im so screwed with all the deadlines screaming in my head. like how m i ever gonna get my tings done. ive got work tmr, n i bloody don wanna go. not becos im lazy, but becos i juz wanna do my work. im so tired n irritated that i just keep wanting to cry.
my info for my formal presentation is due tmr. n im still dwelling on my econs articles. plus my damn draft for my child's storybook is due on tues. and so is my econs. i haven started on my drafts. da bad ting is that da draft is graded.
n pple keep telling me how many more projects they have compared to me, or how much busier they are den me, and how much better dey could cope with tings. i dunno. makes me feel so lousy. so brought down or somethin like that.
but i admit its all my fault. no one asked me to do everythin last minute rite. it was my choice anyway. ya. my fault. okay.
**so far gone
@ 02:05
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